♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ e n t r y 05 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
sweet palpitations of the heart, sweat as wet as dew, lavender oil laved over skin, images of the ecstasy of st. teresa, delirious with rapture. worthless and undesired. maybe i'm asking for too much. what is desire anyway? it makes me too fragile and weak. i have to remind myself of these important truths:
"forsake all, and you shall find all. renounce desire, and you shall find peace...for no desire are pure and perfect that are tainted by self-interest."
i don't want to give away all the parts inside of me that are sacred. they are mine and only mine. when i give it away i feel death. i don't desire the things that you do anyway. i can't wait to fully forget myself.
"for so long as we wear this frail body, we cannot be without sin, nor can we live without weariness and sorrow." (so doomed)
♡on the inconstancy of the heart♡:
"...do not trust your affections, for they are changeable and inconstant. all your life you are subject to change, even against your inclination."
some hurtful truth:
"the world itself passes away, and all the desires of it. the desires of the senses call you to roam abroad, but when their hour is spent, what do you bring back but a burdened conscience and a distracted heart?"
♫♫♫"tππ ππππ ππππππ fππ π πππ’ πππππ ππ ππππ
tππ ππππ ππππππ iπ ππππππ ππ ππππππ ππππππ ππππ πππ ππππππ
tππ ππππ ππππππ aππ ππ ππππππππ π πππ ππππ ππππ ππ ππ π
tππ ππππ ππππππ ππ π πππ πππππππππ πππππ ππππππ πππππππ ππππ πππ " ♫♫♫
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀（α΄Λ¬α΄*)
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currently listening to: thinking fellers union local 282 - "million dollars"
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