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the miserere.

"thou shalt sprinkle me with hyssop, and i shall be cleansed.

i have laboured in my groanings: every night i will wash my bed, i will water my couch with my tears."

"the heart has its reasons which reason knows nothing of."

you will forever be immortalized in my heart

for as long as i live, i will keep you there

kiss me from the afterlife & throw down heaven's lilies into my hands 

i think about you so much

you suffered so much

i remember your frail body leaned to the side

eyes glazed towards the ceiling, but your voice so gentle & sweet

i played you "you belong to me" by joan stafford (1952 version)

i can no longer listen to it anymore, because it breaks me down to tears

i pray for your soul & you will return the favor 

how was it? when your heart stopped short & breath escaped from your lips?

did visions really flash before your eyes? what did you see?

what did you see?

i must admit, i'm afraid

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