♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ e n t r y 10 ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡something old, something new:
january 21,my sweet lunatic, my body is warm, softening flesh, overnight pain, i'm changing, a treasurous pearl. i'm bound by the confines of a body i can't control. mercy! please not this time, deny it all, i know it's not holy, i'll take to the reveries of my dreams instead, grate my teeth, bite my cheek, body sticks like adhesive, please be gone, my blood is warm, private slaughter of my own.
things: collapsed vein & a recurring dream about it, saw a dollie at the antique mall with burnt hair--wondering what happened there, glassy eyes of birds, celluloid lipped woman puts gas in her car. i look. sweet air smells doughy and like the summer i met you for the first time. seeing visions in the billowing clouds. i miss michael pitt and the year 2011. hungry for eyes, hungry for eye contact. stop looking at your phone.
poem from 2013 or 2014 titled, "NIGHT MUSK":
like the holy mysteries of the rosary, i submit to the midst of weathered glass. a nimbus of haloed breath. curious orb that dances in my heart. mystic mist. immaculate Mary melt my fixation for the foreign touch. the charming flesh that renders me desolate. like the order of archangels on a pearly marsh. i want to disintegrate into bloodied rubies cast on the ground like jeweled drops of cherry dew. a deathly fantasy of girly grit.
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"so she took up the pomegranate and applied it to her nose"
currently listening to: pink industry - "pain of pride"
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