♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ ♡♡♡ e n t r y 03 ♡♡♡ ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡giving into imagination can be dangerous. the kind of imagination that creates scenarios that aren't rooted in reality. fantasies of things that didn't actually happen, yet you convince yourself that it will happen. you think you are foreseeing the future & trying to mend it before it gets to that point. but that's the destructive impulse. un-reality. fixating on them and let them influence thought, and ultimately, decisions. the mind is the most deranged, unhinged & devastating thing ever. it can ruin you. ruin relationships. ruin love. what is this part of the brain that does everything in its power to sabotage anything and everything that is valuable to you? is it inherently evil? it's almost fascinating how easily it can ruin your day by simply relishing in the abject & miserable prowess & mastery of the mind to annihilate & usurp any form of joy placed in your heart. and then you cower in shame for letting a trick of the mind and the swill of irrational thoughts obliterate & weaken you. my spirit's exhausted, my heart is heavy. i bite my cheek, i draw blood once again. "...we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears..." just how many tears lost to nothing? i always reach for my silver medal of Regina, "...our life, our sweetness and our hope..."
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currently listening to: cat power - "headlights"
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